To The Women I Secretly Look Up To

To The Women I Secretly Look Up To

There are a few women in my life whom I admire more than anyone else. I’ve never told them this, and I don’t think I ever will. But deep inside, they inspire me in ways I can’t explain. 

My mother, my best friend, and my elder cousin sister, they’re everything I dream of being someday.

Every time I look at them, I secretly wish, "I hope I can be like them one day." But then again, I know it’s not that easy. 

I’ve got a long way to go. There’s so much I still need to work on within myself. But still… the thought stays.

My mother—she’s not perfect. But in my eyes, she’s the best in her own way. Her life didn’t go the way she had hoped. Honestly, she deserved so much more, so much better. 

Yet, she stands strong. Always brave. Always trying. Her strength is something that really moves me. I’m proud of her more than I can ever say out loud.

My best friend—the kindest soul I know. Her energy, her aura, it’s what makes her shine. She’s a beautiful mix of strength and softness. She’s gentle and loving, always full of warmth. 

Her life hasn’t been easy either, but she walked through it with grace. She didn’t just survive it; she grew through it. And she shares all those little lessons with me like a warm hug in the form of words. 

I'm just... proud. Truly proud of her.

My elder cousin sister—she doesn’t know I look up to her like this. And honestly, I don’t plan on telling her either (so let’s keep it between us, hehe). But to me, she’s amazing. 

She plays every role so well; daughter, wife, mom, everything. I know nobody’s perfect, and I know she has her own battles and flaws like everyone else. But still, to me, she feels perfect. 

The way she holds herself, takes care of everyone, and even takes care of herself... it inspires me quietly.

I just wish I could tell them how much they mean to me. Just their presence gives me hope, hope that I can be better, stronger, and grow into a woman I’m proud of.

So yeah, I can’t say these things to them directly. I get awkward with feelings, haha...

That’s why I’m writing this here.

To my mother, my best friend, and my sister, thank you for existing. You’re my silent heroes. 💖

And thank you to you for reading this.

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